I'm not really sure where I'm going with my life right now. Things have been kind of rough lately and I've noticed that I haven't been paying any attention to my art of my DA at all. I'm sorry for that, but I'm sure it's gotten to the point where I'm almost forgotten. Understandable.

Recently, my boyfriends old friend from when he was in middle school died. He commited suicide after talking to my boyfriend one night. He'd been in a state of severe depression for a long time and it converted into anger and conviction. He began blaming my boyfriend for all their other friends who had also commited suicide in the past and telling him how no body could ever love him. That was a lie. My boyfriend came to me in search for advice and told me all the things his friend had said to him. I was angry at the man who was hurting his friend and my boyfriend so I told my boyfriend to tell him to back off if he was doing those things to him and constantly hurting him. So he did...shortly afterwards, his friend drove his car into a brick wall after visiting all their old friends graves...and he passed away that morning.

I feel gravely responsible.

Things have settled from that now though. I've been shying away from drawing and getting more into photography right now. So I may be posting some pictures I've been taking soon.

I'm sorry to all who actually take the time to read this. I miss you all and I wish I could draw more